Work is so depressing :(

I think I can’t take this anymore. I am so depressed being in this office. The fact that I have to leave my house every morning makes me sick already. But the most depressing part is the types of work that I have to do here. I don’t think I can do all these procedures thing anymore. It’s so damn boring. But what choices do I have?

Actually I did call Faiz, a friend of mine in YTN. Asking her if there is any vacancy. She told me that there would be a vacancy only if Kak Roslina is promoted to the manager position. I really hope that I can transfer there. I am not really sure that I would like the work, but I don’t like the work I do here either. So, I think it would just be the same. But the advantage of working in YTN is it only 15-20 minutes away from my house.

And I also did email Yong in Perjawatan, asking her the steps I should take to apply for that post. Still waiting for her reply.

I really really hope that I can move out from here and learn, gain something new. And my long-term dream is still to work on my own….